“Everything we do is a choice. Oatmeal or cereal. Highway or side streets. Kiss her or keep her. We make choices and we live with the consequences. If someone gets hurt along the way, we ask for forgiveness. It’s the best anyone can do.”—
“The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd; the longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.”—
I worked Thursday 9:30pm into Friday morning till 8am, then Friday 5pm to Midnight, then today, 1pm-5pm a total of 21.5 hours in three days. i am exhausted and didn’t complete any homework. I think i am going to just go to sleep wake up around 9 back all my stuff up, hang out then meet Mary and head back to school and do my work there.
Ugh i hate being a whimp and letting work ware me out.
I frankly couldn’t tell you what i did last year for thanksgiving. I know i wasn’t happy, nor thankful for much.
Over the past year i have grown a lot as a person, and i have conquered my depression. I am learning to just accept that things happen for a reason, and god only gives you things that your strong enough to handle. So this thanksgiving i have a lot to be thankful for. I am Thankful for, my family, my best friends, my sisters, the privilege to attend a university and get a high quality education,my pets, and my health.
“Wake up naked, drinking coffee,
making plans to change the world while the world is changing us
it was good, good love
you used to laugh under the covers
maybe not so often now
the way I used to laugh with you
was loud and hard.”—Dave Matthews Band, Stay or Leave (via —-lauren)